a walk on the dark side... - touch screen pen

When I started blogging and sending newsletters, I knew with spirit the nature of my work, which could mean posting some very personal & sometimes possibly "taboo" material.
However, those who know me will describe me as a very open person who likes to talk about how she can take a mental adventure, so it's certainly not a problem? Well.
Sharing with faces you know is one thing, and sharing with faces you don't know is another, although due to my openness, maybe I was given the job of posting these things so publicly.
On the other hand, sometimes the nature of my work can cause such a big controversy that even if I, one of the most open people I know, she will tremble at the thought of openness, in the words of Susan Jeffers
I will "feel the fear and do it anyway!
"The last time I felt this fear was the material for the publication of Mary Magdalene at this time last year.
However, in contrast, this is like a complete example in an earthquake!
The spirit has really increased the stakes!
It all started a year ago when a very close soul friend met a Turkish woman who was an agent between an international therapist and the center.
The lady asked me if I wanted to work in Turkey & life was too demanding at the time and I refused.
A year later, my friends left here to work in Turkey.
A week later, I received an email from a Turkish agent asking if I wanted to go to Turkey. It was her!
Not through my friends.
She found my flyer by chance.
What is the opportunity to do so? !
I think & accepted her offer.
It's not that I really want to go, it's not that I feel it's going to be a pleasure to go, it's because I feel it's a spirit that I have to do some type of learning curve or start.
I had a dream before I left and I came to a building that looked more like a bank than the overall Center.
It was very high & I had to walk to the top of the mountain and you could see the sea from one side and the city from the other.
They took me to a toilet cubicle & explained that it was my room during the stay & my belongings had to stay there too and the door wouldn't close.
Then they told me that I had to start working at the bar and then I had to smoke.
And then they said, since I smoke, they can't make me a therapist!
When I got to real life, I looked up and saw a tall city like a bank building and I had to walk to the top of the hill to the center.
You can see the sea from one side and the city from the other.
They took me to the smallest room full of energy and smelled smelly and my stuff was nowhere safe & the door wouldn't close.
I was not allowed to practice my art openly & was subsequently blocked & uncomfortable, it was a very difficult time and nothing was consistent.
I ask the spirit again and again, why?
I did not get an answer.
Finally, I myself desperately thought about the problem and gave up the need to seek answers from their spirit of speaking. . .
"Yes, Tiffany, what are you doing here?
"Because you guide me so strongly," I replied.
I was angry with the answer to a question, more than the surprise of an answer. . .
"But do you want to come?
Will you if we guide you on the bus?
"This answer adds to my anger and I hope the spirit is tangible so I can give them a good slap in the face (
I know it's very spiritual! )
I had to pay tribute to them when I calmed down because they took such drastic steps to help me.
You see, mentally, I did take drastic measures to help me.
From June, I won twice when spirit gave me the lottery number, not 4.
5 million, I have been working hard for trust! (
Blog June 08)
Now it seems that I am in danger of blind trust & the main lesson is not actually trust, but to take the time to slow down and think about what is about to happen.
I promised to slow down. Funnily enough.
I didn't listen to my ipod for the whole time in Turkey, but when I came back, I started listening all the time during my trip (
What I do 20 hours a week)
My ipod, once again.
They warned me that I was listening to the ipod, not God.
I promised to cut it off anyway my headphones are crap!
But I ended up buying new headphones & I was pleasantly surprised by the sound so I liked my ipod better!
I lost my headphones a few days later & I requested the spirit to help me! (Materialistic-I know! )
They asked me to check the car where I found them.
But they warned me once.
Warning Number 2
I'm not listening.
I promised to listen again. . .
But now let's go back to Turkey and I got a document there just before I left.
This is a document containing information from aliens known as "Moros.
I read it with an open mind but didn't accept it because I never felt a strong personal connection to the alien race.
But the next day I worked in my normal room at Mysteries and I shared the room with two other clairvoyager & I overheard one of them asking what their client's name was.
Customer reply "Morro ".
Now, when my colleagues learned this, I began to wonder if there was more to this.
Tied & is not so much a "mother's thing" as a "mother's ship ".
After work, I went back to my friend's place & told her about it and she was very excited because she had more personal contact than I had with this kind of thing.
Her excitement also made me feel that maybe I need to take things more seriously, so I revealed this to my fiancé on the phone that night.
He is also more connected to this arena than I am, but this is not the connection he wants, so it's like a bomb exploding between us.
In the morning I woke up to see the tea box saying "Love and scandal make T sweeter" which made me feel better because he called me T sweeter.
I turned on my ipod and the first thing I heard was "there are a lot of surprises in this century and it's time to wake up ".
I got on a bus and it was covered with an advertisement saying "planet --
"I did a reading for a client who wanted to know who the man was by her side.
I described what I saw & then she took out a picture and asked me to hold it.
I looked at a carbon copy I just saw in my mind and downloaded the beautiful shades through me.
She told me my name was Crawley.
I am shocked because whenever I touch any of his pictures or books I have an overwhelming feeling of illness and darkness & need to put it down.
She told me she believed it was because I denied I had a connection with him.
Of course I denied it!
Then I got a bus back with the words "monster and alien --
Who will save us? !
"I have been back in Cornwall for the first time since Turkey.
I'm glad to be back.
I feel clear, grateful, energetic and loving about my life in Cornwall and London.
I would like to know if a client who has a close contact with aliens will come back because I haven't seen them for months.
Sure enough, they came to the meeting two days later!
So I showed them the documents and they read aloud: "Well, the signature pen of the golden age.
Crawley, do you know where he used to live not far from here?
In fact, the room you read in Rehab star is the one his grandson used to read.
"I was taken aback and tried to recover my cool, but two hours later I breathed another sigh of relief when my fiancé came home and said to me," you know? Crawley used to live not far from here.
"I asked him to start at the beginning.
It turns out that while I was with my client, my fiancé was with his colleagues (
Who is also the contact to contact us, let's keep in touch with the people we hired in August to wash our hands. )
& His co-worker suddenly spoke out and said, "Do you know, before the person you bought the land from Zennor's Aliester Crowley's place almost here?
"People started asking me if I knew Anna Crawley,
Obviously, she used to work in the mystery of my job)
& I started reading a lot of Alice's books.
I decided to do some research.
I found that Aliester Crowley did live in Zennor, about 5 miles from where I live now.
His time here may not be strange in the shadow of the terrible story.
I found out that he was brought to Cornwall by his mistress and illegitimate child, Ataturk.
It hit me in the head like a hammer, because the name Ataturk is another name I didn't meet until around last week.
This time because Ataturk is a modern hero in Turkey.
Everywhere you look there are places to pay tribute to Ataturk.
Even the airport called him behind him-daughter.
Turkey worships this Ataturk because it does a lot of good things for them.
While in Turkey, I was doing a "meet your spiritual guide" meeting for someone & one of their guides passed strong under the name Ataturk.
I dismissed it and thought it was just that I had seen the name too much.
I also found that Aliester Crowley has a strong connection with aliens, especially those called greys & reptilians.
These are called the more negative ones.
I decided that I had to go to Zeno to find his house, and I believe that I did it, and it seems that Zeno was very small at almost any time.
Then I want to know what I should do.
I was strongly wondering why I was there. . . . . . .
That night, my partner said something controversial in her sleep, my sleep was disturbed, and I immediately said to him, "What?
"I woke him up and then told him what was going on and he became very upset and said he felt some mischief had made him say it.
We all realized there was a dark presence downstairs & he wanted to go down and investigate.
I didn't want him to do this & my little black cat mystic grabbed his chest and let him lie on the bed.
We opened our favorite meditation book for Guidance & it said: "Don't look down on death!
"So we live where we live, but we had a very restless night, and in our semi-sober state I heard the funeral expenses & my partner saw the dead spider, it upset him because he had a very personal connection with the spider.
That weekend, I went back to work in London, and on the balcony in Brixton, I stayed in my friend's tip when the storm hit Cornwall.
I feel lucky that this is not happening on the balcony either!
My friend has a phone with a touch screen pen like me and she lost her phone & we are talking about how easy it is to do so. .
I lost it the next day!
On the phone, I told my partner that he said "at least not your ipod "(
Warning number 3)
I lost my ipod the next day!
I went back to Cornwall after the storm and didn't see any evidence that it had been there.
My partner woke me up the next morning and told me his dream: "I Dreamed There were two planets in the Sky & the storm was raging, a car was falling from the sky & there was a dead dinosaur on the ground, A beast tried to eat me and Tom (our other cat)
Saved me "I received a text message from a client saying that they had to cancel due to the person who died in Zeno over the weekend.
I was shocked to know what happened.
I was there for less than a week before thinking about what I was going to do. . . .
I work at St Ives & I see evidence of the storm, a lot of shops are flooded and stocks are lost and our store is one of them.
My colleague told me that during the storm a car blew to the sea in Zeno and four people were missing.
When I think of my partner's dream, I turn white.
A lady walked in and started talking about the "Notebook" which was my fiance's first movie and I watched it so it was special for us.
She went on & about the death scene, how they looked "hectic" & then she went on to say she decided to die together and said she wanted to know how they did it
I don't feel well. we are already in a hurry.
When I got home, my partner asked me what I thought about his dream and I told him the news.
So he asked me what I thought.
I think his dream is a hunch.
I think "horizontal rainstorm" is a cover for the proximity of another planet, which is linked to reptiles (dinosaur)
& Crawley (the beast)
I was shocked by the beast attacking him & there were many conversations and scenes around us about death.
We received a package that day and we opened it and found a set of 4 dvd boxes.
The series, known as "shooting", is about alien kidnapping, with four DVDs for each series.
There is one person in the picture, three of them men, one of them is a lady.
There were three men and a woman in the accident in Zeno.
Although one lives & with the discovery of the body, all the others died unfortunately.
This makes me wonder if aliens are more interested in our souls now.
I began to feel more uneasy, and the sync that happened every time at this level of power ended up dying for me.
The first time it was a friend suicide, the second time it was an acquaintance suicide, and now there are four people I don't know, however, every time I am guided so strongly & this time as well.
I was led there less than a week ago & after completing a step I felt like I was there to do more but I didn't know what it was.
Then my partner unconsciously began to sing "every night in my dreams, I see you, that's how I know you're going to go on "the quote came from my daughter's funeral and I had to let him stop twice & he still didn't know the exact route he sang. . (
Link back to Dream)
At this point I became very upset & he prayed to God to let me know that everything was fine.
We went for a walk & when we walked out of the house we would see the most beautiful and strong double rainbow I 've ever seen in my life.
I looked up and thought, "This is all the parts of the spectrum & the spectrum makes my partner very beautiful" and then the lady we were in a hurry (
Someone who almost bought Arist Crawley's place)
She ran past us with a heart of great love on her chest. . .
I'm starting to feel much better, but my partner quit smoking last week, his health is down, he's starting to feel very upset, what we do is live in the past & he's been put to death, and was told "he is in the same place so he has to stop this time ".
I spent two hours treating him before I went to London & I felt very tired on the journey.
I took my five rhythm dance class & once I started I was hoping for a new energy but I sank & felt very upset, sad and angry about anything that looks fun & the game costs me/us.
It's just not fun.
The five-rhythm dance is a two-hour free-movement meditation set up in an ancient Catholic Church in London, for this one, it was a very beautiful and powerful Place & I started to take over my anger and sadness.
I was angry with the universe and I let it see what I really thought and felt & my dance turned into an expulsion ceremony.
I told it was enough because I was spinning around, my arms were bumpy, my eyes were burning with tears and the sights of Jesus, stained glass windows and candle holders & incredible stones surrounding me.
I fell down on the floor & this sadness rose from my gut & it turned into a real deep cry when it reached my throat and eyes. . .
In the final circle, a girl talks about how sad she is and she cries desperately for all the hatred and anger of her country. . . . .
TURKEYI told my partner about it on the phone that night.
He smiled and said only I had the guts to tell the universe!
Once again, he reminded me to be modest, not to be disturbed, and to believe that the universe is always right.
I walked into King's Cross station the next morning and faced a huge billboard with the words "Sorry, I'm negative!
"I don't even know what's on the advertisement.
My partner thinks it's funny!
My partner managed to quit smoking & his health returned to normal the next day and now everything seems to be over. . . . . . . . .
But even if it is not, it is only part of the spectrum.
Even the most negative soul has light. . . . . . . .
Sometimes we only have to face the darkest fears to know how bright, bright and powerful we are. . . .
& After all, we are bright and real now because we have a Tarot wedding/fast going out which is challenging some family members and we are digging up taboos, turn what was once hidden in the dark into something exposed to light and love. . . .
Part of me does feel that some things are not done, maybe this exposure will continue, I don't understand it yet, but I believe I will one day, we will. . .
So it's light and love for every spectrum of your existence. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Until the next time with love somanywww.
Super Temple. co.